Incase you didn't get it the first time.

From ~skeithdestroyer

The point of this challange is to test and improve your skill as an artist. After 100 pics who wouldnt be better. Please forgive me if this in any way excludes you from taking the challange.

The Rules

1.) Make 100 pics each pic having a theme listed below. Each pic should have ONE and only ONE theme to it, for it to count.

2.) No time limit, no pressure. So have fun.

3.) The main picture should be drawn but not limited to. For all fair purposes, people are allowed to use their paint programs and photo shop to create the pic.

3a.) Pics should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the Da etiquete policy. Your pics can be anything from sketches and doodles to great master pieces. Just have fun with it.

4.) The list below is to be placed somewhere in your journal for others to see that......
A.)You are in the challange
B.)What you have completed

5.) Make sure to update this list and check off what is done and make a link to the pic.

6.) In the comments for your art work note if it is part of the list and what ONE theme it is.

I challenge
~kurawolf < Damnit, I will get you to draw more, one way or another.
*Ellysia < I know you're in school hun, but there's no time limit!
~sique < Not seen anything from you in a while, damnit.
Anyone Else reading this journal!


THE LIST............................
1. Introduction
2. Love - (Idea is formed.)
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace - (Idea is formed.)
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity - (Image in Progress)
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood - ( Ideas sketched. )
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain - ( Ideas sketched. )
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules - ( Ideas Sketched. )
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought - ( Ideas Sketched. )
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking - (Ideas formed. )
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me? - (Ideas formed.)
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red - (Ideas formed. )
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle - (Ideas formed. )
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation - (Sketched.)

Me? I challenge anyone reading this journal.

Listening to: 10000 Days ( Wings Pt. 2 ) - Tool
Reading: The Red Queen

This is another questionnaire that I skanked from *nighttracker's journal. >_> Yoink as you wish.

1. What is your character's name?
- Beloved Hart, currently. Her name has changed since I created her, It used to be Elizabeth.. There are stories behind her name changes, but it would take forever.

2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
- Beloved is an anthro, but completely white, feline. She is a Jungle Cat, Snow Leopard crossbreed... She's a necromancer, an empath, and all 'round homocidal serial killer.

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
- ...She'd wonder where the fuck she was, where her lover was, and why the bed is soft and warm when moments ago (in her dreams) she was being raped on a cold, filth-coated floor...

4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?
- Beloved spends a lot of her time naked, but she favours loose fitting, comfortable clothes, unless they're jeans, hotpants or leather pants. 'Loose fitting and comfortable' meaning cotton fabrics, silks. She's more likely to wear a skirt than pants, and most of her tops are halters, or specially fitted to accomodate her wings. She secretly misses the long-gone days of corsets and extravagant satin gowns.

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
- She rarely bothers with mirrors, and when she looks she doesn't really see herself, just whatever she's doing. No, Not literally, but in the sense that she's spend enough time alive to not really look at herself. If she stopped for a moment and actually looked properly, She'd probably notice her eyes, or the brand on her hip, because they're her most obvious features.

6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
- To some degree, yes. She loves fruit and red meat, but she doesn't like fast food, especially if it's greasy or unpleasant looking, where as I'll eat it if it's not crawling off the plate. She has a taste for blood, but just for the taste, not to sustain her in any way. She hates boiled vegetables, especially if they've gone soggy... her body cannot tolerate high levels of fat and sugar.

7. How is your character similar to you?
- She's lots similar..
-She has a volatile temper, and it builds and builds until she snaps over little things. She's not exactly stable..
-We have the same eye colour.
-High sensitivity to other peoples feelings and emotions, but choses to ignore a lot for the sake of her sanity.
-She has lots of little scars, but you have to hunt for them, or just actually look.
-She holds a grudge, if only slightly.
-Beloved was quite literally reborn, or reincarnated, at around the same time I was going through some difficult times. We both changed for the better.
-There's lots more, that I might add at a later date, but there are other questions to answer.

8. How is he/she different?
-Aside from the obvious fact that she has wings and a tail, there isn't much different. The fact that she can raise the dead would be a major difference, but she also has a taste for luxurious fabrics and fine foods, and she does have a mild superiority complex..
-Beloved spent a great deal of 'the beginning' of her life being raped, tortured, and forced into hard laborious tasks... I've been fairly sheltered all my life..

9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
- Be's voice is sexier. And she can do naughty things with it and her empathy, like convince weak-minded somebodies that jumping off a cliff is a good idea by inducing destructive levels of depression and despair.

10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
- Probably kill things, because to be Be I'd have her way of thinking, and her urges and lusts... or I'd obsess over the fact i had wings and a tail.. omg.. -bumwiggles-

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
- No. She's perfect the way she is. If people think of her in bad ways, then fuck them. ^^

12. What advantages does your character have over you?
-The fact that she's.. y'know... stronger and faster and better.

13. What disadvantages?
- She's unstable, and has the need to kill things to not go insane.. Her temper is worse than mine, and sleeping on wings is uncomfortable. OH, and she's frighteningly possessive... It's scary shit..

14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
- There are things that only I know, but that's because people don't ask.

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
- Yes. I have no scanner to show you all... and some are just.. venting art..

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
- No specific plans, but Beloved has a dragon form that the right, or wrong events will trigger.. Emotional breakdown, or other bad things.. Other than that, she's just all day-by-day Be.

17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
- Not many people realise that she's as old as she is, and they seem to think that pestering her and trying to be nice after they've already made a cock of themselves will make her like them.

18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
- ...I want her tail. It's so loooong and.. bendy. e_e

19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?
- I don't have any characters that interact with Be, 'cause I don't see the point in RPing with myself, but there are real life people who play characters who have the same relationship with Be as I do with them irl.. -murrs-

20. Have you written any stories about your character?
- I've been meaning to write up Beloved's history, because I swear I could write an entire book series about it. I actually got started once, too, but I lazied out. Occasionally, if the urge takes me, I'll write a little, but no.. I've not written about Be outside of RP for a long while.

21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
-Be has changed a lot since I created her, She used to be a civil, non-homocidal member of society, she used to be meek and sweet, and just about the most adorable cat on two legs you could ever find. She used to be a dark cream colour with slightly darker markings. She's still a platinum blonde, but now she's pure white all over with the exception of a few scars and her brand; she got gradually lighter in colour with age, but after she died she was bleach-white all over, possibly from the trauma. She didn't have wings when I created her, and when she first had wings they were feathered, but that changed just because they didn't suit here, and there was no reason that her wings would be feathered..

I'm lazy.. I might expand on the answers some when I'm unlazy..

... (Jess, get DA so I can put little s arounnd your account, too... >.>

Listening to: 10000 Days ( Wings Pt. 2 ) - Tool
Reading: The Red Queen

I read "how to" messages on forums, and in communities all the time.

"Is there an easier way to purge?" "Do you have tips on how to purge easier?"... blah blah blah etc etc etc.

The answer is NO... NO there isn't....

Bulimia isn't meant to be a walk in the park. It's not supposed to be an accepted form of weight loss. It's intent isn't to provide a healthy lifestyle - but you still ask. You still insist on "learning" you still WANT an eating disorder when you're blessed with ignorance....

"But I'm already Bulimic, I've been exercising for years, I've been blah blah..."

Have you? I don't believe you.

If you have, then continue to do what you're doing, it's already bad enough, you don't need us to stick our fingers down your throat.

But you keep asking....
So I'll tell you...

First, you have to become a pig.

A greedy, worthless, selfish pig.

A pig who eats everything in sight, and comes back for more. Who steals food from their family and friends. Who can't say no to that chocolate bar which is sitting on their roommate's desk. Who goes to the store and buys a gallon of ice cream, a half gallon of chocolate milk, and a box of oreo's and eats them all in one sitting with food all over their face because they couldn't wait to get a spoon and have been eating the ice cream with their fingers and drinking the milk out of the bottle. You have to like the chocolate milk all over your shirt. You have to not give a **** about eating right out of the carton - the ice cream is cold? Tough ****.. you've got to get it down anyway.

You have to stop thinking when you eat. The food takes over... some of us think this is a good thing... but we are greedy pig's remember?

Second, you hate yourself.

You hate yourself for what you have just done. You hate yourself for what you did yesterday, and know you're going to do tomorrow. You have to hate yourself because food has control over you, and you have to fight to regain control.

Then you move to step three. You have to purge.

You have to purge to get rid of the food. You need to regain control. You need to rid yourself of the poison. You have to get everything out of you because if you don't then the food got the better of you. God forbid you have issues with being fat... don't worry, most of us do...

Maybe you decide to take laxatives....

You start off small, two or three... then you double the dose, and triple it. Next thing you know you're out of control, and you are taking 80 a day. Then you wake up in the middle of the night and realize you didn't make it to the bathroom, and that there is **** all over you and your bed. You arent in diapers anymore, but you didn't make the toilet. You have to hate yourself some more while you're trying to clean up, hiding from those around you because you don't want them to know what happened. You pretend you started your period or something, i guess if you're male you have to be more creative than that.

I hate to be crude.. but I'm being real... I'd be lying if I candy coated anything...

Maybe you decide to exercise...

If you do this you're lucky, but you're on a fast road to Anorexia. You exercise all the time, night and day, you go to the gym for four hours every day... eventually you don't leave. You start to watch yourself loose weight, and you get carried away. You eat a candy bar and know how far you have to run to get rid of the same amount of calories. You look at your body and don't think you're getting anywhere. You keep getting fatter and fatter every day. You weigh yourself constantly to find out whether or not you've lost a pound. You become consumed with your weight...

You start to teeter between Ana and Mia... make sure you don't fall off.

Perhaps you decide you want to puke.

This is usually the Bulimic favorite... when all else fails there's always the finger.

You go into the toilet and fight yourself... Sometimes you're almost on the verge of tears because you're fighting that day and you don't want to puke. At other times you don't even care. When it gets really bad you find that you just start puking to deal with problems... you have to puke to get everything out... rid yourself of the poison - the poison of everyday living... what your mom did, or your dad said, or your grades, or your boss... or... or...
Puking becomes the answer to a bad hair day. You eat because everything sucks, and then you puke to get rid of the food. When your boyfriend rapes you, however, you just make yourself puke - these times you sometimes can't even eat... get the poison out... get it out....

You sit on the toilet with a bucket in your lap shoving your fingers down your throat, and getting puke in your hair. It's all over your face, and you're eating ice cream with the same fingers you're puking with (to make room.) You don't stop to wash your fingers, you don't even care, you put them back in your mouth with pieces of vomit and food all over them. You puke and puke and puke and puke until you're puking bile. You can't stop because you get this underlying fear that you didn't get everything out - you start to worry that you left something in. You keep puking even though the bucket is full, and you can see that everything's out. Oh yeah.. you also analyze the puke.. you have to make sure it's all in there.
You're not done though... the craving still hasn't gone. The need to go from drive through, to drive through, to supermarket, to convenience stores, to restaurants.. to the bank ... to the bank... you spend everything you have on food because you can't say no to it... and laxatives... and diet pills.. water pills... junk food... lots of crap to eat...

You're embarrassed... you know that your friends, or your family will know if you leave at 4am and go to the store. You've already been to that supermarket twice today and you bought a basket full of crap each time. You see the situation as choice less - the car is in the shop. So you get the food you threw away earlier from the garbage can. You don't have anything to eat, and you NEED to eat.. so you eat the food you put in the trash... you figured if you threw it away then you wouldn't eat it... but you're still hungry...

No matter how much you eat you're still hungry....

Lastly, you have to deal with the side effects. If walking around smelling like puke and eating like a pig isn't enough. If the fact the guy at the drive through looks at you funny when you order three meals isn't enough. If the fact you can't maintain relationships, or have friends, or exist like everyone else does - ISNT enough then you're going to love the side effects.

You've always loved your hair. It's always been one of your best features... it's long, and thick, and healthy. Everyone comments on it when they see it. "I wish I had hair like yours,? they say.
But now it's falling out. You take a shower and gobs of it come out with your fingers. You see it all over the wall, and when you comb it tons of it comes out. You keep binging and purging though...
Then your body starts acting strange, your heart is beating funny, and your stomach is bloated - you faint when you're standing in line too long. You can't take a **** when you're not eating laxatives, and you think you saw blood last time you barfed.
You have dry skin, and blotches on your face, your cheeks are puffy, and your throat is sore.

You have cuts on your fingers, and your knuckles are raw. You look terrible, but by this time there's no way out. There isn't any way out, except death. You're killing yourself for the sake of a burger, but you don't care. The burger is more important than anything, and puking is just part of eating a burger.

Perhaps you quit every time. I do that, I quit all the time. I had my face in the toilet earlier, but I'm quitting again. Quitting so fast that the fries I threw away are calling to me... I wish they'd just shut up.

Let it happen.

Go, go eat your heart out. Perhaps we can join each other in the bathroom and become pigs together. We can all get together, and have a giant puke fest - won't that be fun!

I've provided all the information you could possibly need, and now you know exactly what to do to be bulimic. You know exactly how to feel, how to think, and everything that is expected of you.

You're already bulimic aren't you? I mean, this shouldn't be hard... all you wanted were some tips..... I hope I'm giving you the information you need